There have been posts lately about finding the spiritual discipline to walk the path God wants us to walk... and any preparedness forum talks now and then about staying sane once the hooey hits. Preparedness and the spiritual journey require discipline. It's a challenge to stay focused and exert sustained effort. So let's look at how we get short-circuited.
Willpower and self control are arguably finite resources. These resources can be exhausted and leave a person prone to making bad decisions. Recent studies of poverty argue that the poor don't make shortsighted due to lack of intelligence or personal discipline. Rather, someone living on the raggedy edge has to make a lot more "trade-off" decisions in their daily interactions. When you have to decide between paying the light bill or getting your brakes fixed, which of your two jobs you'll favor in a schedule conflict, etc. that after a while of this, you are drained and start making the poor, shortsighted decisions.
Whether you are trying to improve your relationship with God and neighbor, or trying to ration scarce resources, it may help to know some of the "cheat codes" that lead us to bad behavior. Or, it's interesting at least! If we know well what we're fighting, we are better able to fight it.
Here is a link with a LONG overview of the concept and some studies done so far on this topic:
http://www.psych-it....ticle.asp?id=61
You know those moments where you growl "Must have a candy bar or I will soon do something I'll regret"? Actually, a spike of glucose helps reduce decision fatigue. The brain uses a lot of glucose when it has to think hard, so it makes sense.
Another interesting thing the page mentions is how we may be more likely to resist a BIG temptation rather than a small/moderate one. We marshal all our mental resources against the big temptation but tend to underestimate the moderate temptation. The cookie sneaked here and there can be more insidious than the cheeseburger you crave but dare not get.
Hopefully this is helpful in sealing a couple of chinks in your mental armor. I have always had a nasty temper and an irritable nature. Because of this I haven't lived a Christian life as well as I should. "Grrr...must make the effort...don't want to, but I gonna do it anyway..." Most of the time the love isn't behind my charitable works, just the feeling of duty.
Hard to love your neighbor when half the time you're suppressing a strong urge to


